I SEE ME

'Dissocation'  by  Trish

I'm slowly growing, hands fingers, and toes,

They're almost there, and so in my nose.

My arms, legs, feet are coming along too,

I know about my feet, by the size of my shoe.

It's isn't as if I didn't have any limbs,
They became invisible to me, due to my sins.
People around me don't see the change,
The difference will appear, but  it's quite long range.

As always, I  don't understand  how I know all these things?

Why the only parts visible to me, for so long, were my wings?
I think it's because I've kept my eyes raised to heaven,
I've had them like that since I was five, six, or seven?

It won't be long before I'm able to turn a new leaf over,
Look down and enhale  the perfumes, of flowers and clover.
When that day comes, I'll keep on giviing 'thanks' with my prayers.
Another thing, my wings are shrinking, as my limbs grow, I can Hardly fly upstairs

It's sad in a way ,that I 'm forgetting how to fly,
It's probably to do with my upturned eyes,
Beginning to come down from their prayerful state,
It feels as  if I've been fast asleep, and soon will feel, wide awake.

Trish