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Saturday, October 29, 2011

THE POLLEN OF PRAYER

'Creating Order'  by  Trish
There is  sunflower, rich with pollen,
and there is the light from the candle,
rich with the fire of flame.

There are rosary beads, pressed hard,
to a soft mouth.
The beads wound her deeply as she prays,
prays for her family, and for all.

Tushie  2000

SAVED BY A PASSING GLANCE
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There are a thousand eyes in the great head.
'Circling Precision'  by  Trish
All blind, and just as well too,
for how else would one escape?
Escape the devouring blindness,
that casts about,
up and down,
in and out.

Tushie  2000
'Awareness'  by  Trish

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

AROUND AND ABOUT

'Guess Who'  by  Trish
'Dozing In The Sun'  by  Trish
Trish
'The Dancer'  by  Trish
'Clowning Capers'  by  Trish
'On Fire,  by  Trish

PRAYER AROUND THE CROSS

''Symbols'   by  Trish
On either side of the rugged cross,
That lay on the floor, two large candles,
radiated light. and lent reverence to the splintered wood.
I sat down crossed legged and waited.

'Gently bring your hand's to rest, palms up'.
And so I did, and I saw this.

On my right palm rested, a coiled silver snake.
On my left palm, a coiled gold rope.
The slight weights, felt exactly the same.

As I watched and weighed this delicate balance,
Before my mind's eye, there appeared a large,
Black brooding bird, I felt it tap a restless, sharp, dance
over my heart, before it finally settled its, tomb silent presence,
In front of me.

As I stared into the pitch black, of its cold eyes,
I saw a flag of flame, flutter, first from their center,
And then from my own breast bone.The bird shifted uneasily,
But continued,  for what felt to be, a long time, to cast its,
Watchful, brooding looks at me.

I saw, the bird's lids began to blink violently,
As did my own eyelids. The bird's eyes flared a circle of fire
and snapped shut, just as my own, opened wide.
It was as if I woke from a deep, vast place within myself.

And there in the center of it all, lay the rugged cross, and
the two large candles, still burning bright and steady,
In their bronze candle stick holders, steeped in the reverence,
of time.
And the coiled silver snake, on my right palm,
And the coiled gold rope on my left palm,
continued to gleam, in the candles glow.

Tushie  2002

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

A SECRET

'The Veil'  by  Trish  2007
You do not know me, but I know you.
Why, I have loved you forever.
When you pass me on the street,
I hide my face, my love would show.

Sometimes, late at night,
You pass my door, As I listen to your steps fade,
I stand deathly still, or I shiver, or sit silent,
Behind closed curtains, until dawn.

All day, I wait, for  night to come riding,
Through my open window,
It is then I see you, in the cloud that hovers,
Behind the mellow moon, it is then I feel your glow of love,
And it is then, I can, with full devotion, unveil, mine.

Tushie

BREAKING

Always I enter at the same point,
'A Mode Of Imagery'  by  Trish'  1994
This point is as fine as the glint in a pin head of light.
Fierce as the fiercest light, cold and hot as the coldest heat.
It is all there is. There is no other way out, but through it.
Faith alone will allow me to enter.

Faith that I will not be shot off into a space, beyond all recall.
Kept forever in flight, by an unseen mighty dark, light force,
Flung beyond, moon, sun, stars, cast out to be alone, forever
Always I enter at the same point, but this time I do not turn back.
I do not turn back, to my 'maze world', that my senses tells me,
Invades my every waking moment, enters my sleep to torment,
Me.
Drowns out my thoughts with,
A mish-mash,
wulching,
scrultching,
Smirling
Swathe of sounds, of noise, of dirt and darkness. Of hell.

This inner world of mine, with its endless, words and directions, distorted, thoughts, ideas, sights and sounds.
I step out in faith, that I will not drown beneath it all.
Yes with faith,
I take
The first
Step,
And
The
Last.

Tushie  1971

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Monday, October 24, 2011

SMALL PORTIONS

'Lots Of Oomph!  by  Trish  1995
'A Bloody Mess'  by  Trish  1994
'The Star Gazer'  by  Trish  1995
'Dolly Girl'  by  Trish  1994
'Risking It'  by  Trish
'Merging'  by  Trish  1994
'Distortion At Work'  by  Trish  1995
'Darkly Red  by  Trish  1995'
'Sunlight'  by  Trish  1995
'Stoney Stance'  by  Trish  2003
'Storm Shudder'  by  Trish  2003
'A Message'  by  Trish  1995
'Bullet Proof'  by  Trish  1995
'I Dream In Vain'  by  Trish  1995
'In The Sky'  by  Trish 1995
'Taking Flight'  by  Trish  1995

Sunday, October 23, 2011

TURNING THE TIDE

'Peace Of The Child'  by  Trish  1994
'Hug Me!! Please'  by  Trish  1996
'Falling Falling'  by  Trish  1996
'Carnival Time'  by  Trish  1996
'Olden Days'  by  Trish  1996
'Is This It?'  by  Trish  1996
'Smart As Smart'  by  Trish  1996
'Move It!'  by  Trish  1996
'The Cobra Snail'  by  Trish  1996
'People'  by  Trish  1996
'The Endless Sleep'  by  Trish  1996
'La Bamba'  by  Trish  1996

A HAIRDRESSER''S NIGHTMARE CLIENT

'Dulcie'  by  Tush
To have my hair trimmed, was always a miserable affair,
I felt they'd like to have cut my throat, not just my hair.
I didn't like, how they washed my locks, or the shampoo used,
I'd cough, snort, grimace, snarl, they were close to being abused.

But then one day I wondered, what was I torturing myself, about?
All I went through in the salon, was worse than any  hefty  clout!
I puzzled, night and day, how to be free of hair care forever,
I thought of going bald, I was now at the end of my tether..

My head is very sensitive, it doesn't like any form of touch,
Not hats, or scarves, or?  it's allergic to, all things, pretty much.
What to do? what to do? to be rid of all my misery and stress?
I did try to cut my own hair, it was definitely not a success.

One difficult day, when the hairdresser, cut my long earring in half,
My nerves went snap! and I laughed!and laughed! and laughed!!
They had to call an ambulance, I was hysterical, completely out of control,
They wheeled me out on a trolley, and requested a police patrol.

The laughter just kept on, it even began to grow worse,
As if that wasn't enough, I got hick-ups and began to shout and curse.
'Damn groomed hair, be damned to good looks, (lots of naughty words)
'Out Of It'  by  Trish  1994
Hair's a woman's, crowning glory? they can keep that for the birds!'.

Tushie

(The picture of 'Amazed' is that of another woman gone mad, over the 'State of her Hair'. We remained firm  friends for the rest of her long life, and neither of us  went near a salon, ever again, even though a hairdresser visited once a week, and had been doing so,(so Amazed told me) for twenty years.

Tushie

Friday, October 21, 2011

UNFINISHED SONGS

'Madame Baronovitch'  by  Trish  1994
This is my friend, she sings 'opera', she's a mezzo soprano.
She can also play, accordion and electric piano.
Her neck and jaw, are rather long, much to her delight,
She says, it's a gift, from nature, and allows tremendous height,
Of notes only known to birds flying freely in the bush.
My friend, demonstrates, raises her head, opens wide and goes, whoosh!

There is a little  problem, she wants to overcome,
It's to do with her words, sounding all,  a - plum,
Instead of crisp, and pure, a pleasure to the listener's ear,
Sometimes ( not only to me), she sounds, downright queer.

In spite of nature's gifts, of long vocal cords, and long neck,
There are issues, but mostly they're, (I'd say) all in her own head.
So what if her vocal cords go mutter, wobble, fizz, and splutter.
What if her vibrato is wide, as a highway in Italy, or long as Autostrada. (A 'Long!'road in Italy  for high speed drivers)

The point of song and music, is, its a food for heart  and soul,
If you can sing along with others, you're never left out in the cold.
So even if my friend, does at times (not always) sound right odd,
To hold that against her, would make me, a mean, rotten little sod!

Tushie




THERE'S A TWIST TO IT

'Maybe'  by  Trish
There's a turn  in the eye,
Who can say why?
And if someone can,
Will it alter the plan?

Perhaps not at all,
Still, a blunt edge may fall,
But unless, the turn be repaired,
One is still running scared.

Tushie



'Caution'  by  Trish  1994
'On Guard'  by  Trish  1994

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

LITTLE GIRL

See this little girl, with her skipping rope,
'Magic'  by  Trish   1995
She's dancing full of joy and a lot of hope.
Childhood days, they say, are  magical and more,
What happened to the 'more- magic', that was there before?

Sweet children all ashine, with a glowing light.
A sheen of gold, upon their skin, when asleep at night.
Hair that shines all mirrory, cheeks,of  softest powder pink, hue,
It's so magical! I just can't imagine where it's gone? can you?

Tushie



Monday, October 17, 2011

RUDY AND MR HONER

' Rudy'  by  Trish  1995
Rudy wanted to play baseball, but he had no bat,
He made himself cap and  gloves, and that took care of  that.
But to be the real deal, and really play the game,
Rudy knew,  he had to have a bat, to uphold his name.

He spoke to Mr Honer, who had always lived next door,
Mr Honer said 'I think I've got, just what your looking for.'
Down the garden path they, marched, straight to the shed,
'I knew I'd seen it somewhere, a cricket bat, and here it is', Mr Honer said .

Now Rudy was a kind boy, he liked his neighbor very much,
Of late, he'd noticed, he now used a sort of, walking-stick, crutch,
Maybe he could get the paper on his way from school, each day,
If he saved enough pocket money, maybe he could even pay.

When he told his old friend, how he hoped to repay, him like that,
Mr Honer said 'Now don't you give, another thought, about the bat
You're a good friend of mine, we've known each other, all your life, five or six years,
Now off you go wee one, not another word, nothing's sillier, than an old fool, in tears

Tushie


SISTER CAT

'Sis'  by  Trish
This is 'Sis' the sister, of Mother Cat.
She's not like her sister, a bit of a bat.
She lives in the country, but comes to town,
When country life begins to bore her, to look around.

Last time she visited her sister in the city,
She thought to herself, 'Oh my, it's such a pity,
I can't find myself a comfortable little place,
Here in the city, for heavens sake, there's plenty of space'.

One night as she lay, thinking deeply, in her country bed,
She was so lost in thought, she didn't even hear the mice in her shed.
Then came a little idea, what if each night she put her thoughts in a jar,
And every now and then, tipped them out and read what her messages are.

Now to some folk, this idea may sound rather silly,
But don't be too hasty to dismiss it, as all willy nilly,
Many's the message we have tucked away inside, for, our self.
It's a true story of inner direction, told to me, by, my aunt Nell.

Tushie

WHAT TO DO?

'Damsel in Distress'  by  Trish  1994
PLAITING A WAY TO FREEDOM
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She grew her hair very long,
But it didn't help at all,
Too late, she'd realized,
The window was too small,

Escape must be made
But done some other way,
For now she'd feign content,
With just a small hand wave.

Tushie







'The Rainbow Woman'  by  Trish 1994
FEASTING ON RELIGION
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Devouring sacred symbols is a  very dangerous thing,
It can affect one strangely, even  stop the urge to sing.
It does what most things, may do, if taken to excess,
Cause misery, anxiety, fear, and instead of peace, distress.
Tushie










'Signs Signaling  Symptoms'  by  Trish  1994
TOO MANY SIGNS
---------------------These signs are a jumble, Symptoms of fatigue,
Knowledge of their meaning, is of another league.
When the mind is adrift, there can be hell to pay,
No one can predict, any second on any day.

Tushie.